Blessed

I was just sitting here, editing pictures and listening to music-
and then I. . . found myself crying.
A wind of gratefulness just blew into my heart, suddenly, unexpectedly.
A wave crashing in, flowing.

Oh God, I'm so thankful that I've been able to feel your spirit.
That the Holy Spirit can dwell within me.

Sometimes I can't believe that it's happened to me.
A few weeks ago I spoke in tongues. It was the most amazing, indescribable experience of my life.
All my life I've hungered to know the Holy Spirit.
And I've always believed I never would.
That I would never experience what I knew others have.


But I have. Personally. I know what I've felt is different than what anyone else could feel. That touch, that feeling, of God meeting me. Filling me. Tears well into my eyes and I'm so grateful, so overwhelmed. . . so blessed. I'm just- I'm speechless. Oh God. I know I'm afraid I'll never feel it again, but I would
still
never trade that night for anything.

Thank you.