the sadness hits like a hurricane.
unexplained, sudden, fierce in nature and brute force. but it's gentle too. creeping in behind my eyes. a thief in the night. and it is a blessing to feel this much, though confusing to not understand the intricacies of what is going on inside of oneself.
pain exploding. a concave of emptiness, mingled with bursting feeling. maybe even peace. mixture, beyond words,
just gutsy, profound, and human.
i don't know why i am writing this, nor what i am saying. but i just wanted to express this moment. strange, foreign. but familiar because this comes to me sometimes. and it is strange, in the sense of emptiness,
i feel a sudden nearness to God. like i have been thrust into His arms.
and oh how i need to be held.
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