I am tired and spent. All the words have gone out of me and I want to crawl into a cocoon for months, recuperate, sit silent. And when I come out, I want to be reborn.
I ache for rest and to be full to the brim. I am dry and brittle, pessimistic and bitter. Harsher than sandpaper.
So smooth me down.
I'll crawl into your embrace so you can remake me.
Take me, as I am, and do as you will. Have your way. I'm stretching out, ready for your winds of change. Maybe I'm just lying down because I'm tired, so tired, and I crave the peace and rest you hold. I'm tired, and doing this thing on my own is no fun.
I want to stand in sunlight again, a new creation,
changed and revolutionized.
I want shiny new wings, dipped in light and fresh waters.
I'm folding myself into your ways, falling into your will, collapsing upon your strength.
All I ask is that you make me a new creation.
Here I am.
Yours.
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